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I apologize now for anything you might read for today, or yesterday, or whatever day. I was very drunk and have no idea what I'm talking about.

Lata.

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Anonymous said…
GEORRRRGGGGGEE!!! you should be ashamed of yourself!
... anyhow, i have a few new poems updated. go to my livejournal. i dont think that john has seen them yet.

call mek..

your one and only!
January 23, 2005 9:03 PM
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