:sigh:
You're skirting the edge of disaster. You're getting close to that line where on one side your behavior upsets me and on the other side your behavior has come to be expected.
If this incident has occurred because of sudden inescapable events, then I am disappointed by your lack of retention. I explained my point of view to you, made sure you understood, yet you have failed to act appropriately.
If this incident has occurred because of cowardice, because you have, for whatever reason, decided that you do not have the courage or fortitude to face your problems head on, then I am ashamed for you and I am ashamed to know you.
You were so close. You had made amends and you had received my forgiveness. It was no longer an issue. But before the memory of your offense could even be erased, you made another. It doesn't even matter the reason.
I am just....Disappointed.
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I realize I just posted but I had to add something.
Have you ever noticed how completely gratifying it is when you've heard a cliche you're entire life and then you finally get to see the movie that spawned it?
Example:
"Badges? We don't need no stinkin' badges."
Blazing Saddles man. Everyone knows the phrase but how many people have heard the original?
Ok. That was it. Go back to your regular scheduled programming.
So, I'm watching Desert Heat. It's a Jean-Claude Van Damme movies, so obviously I'm not expecting much. It's not like it's Street Fighter or anything. But at first glance as I was flipping through channels, Van Damme was looking well, damn good. Now I generally don't go for him beause while he is a well built man, he's usually don't something crappy with his hair or clothes or whatever. But in this movie, he's wearing one of those perfectly shaped cowboy hats and tight jeans.....:sigh: it was nice. It was very nice. Actually it reminded me of this picture of Wolverine. Which I posted so you could see what I was talking about.
This one.
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(And it's odd that it would remind me of this, since I was thinking Van Damme was hot but I've never had any particular inclination towards Wolverine and generally I'm just annoyed that Marvel finds it necessary to put him on every other cover and in every title. Right now I think h
Seeing as how you are one of the few people I really talk to, it makes it very hard for me to not talk to you. Plus, as a control-freak (it's my parents' fault, I swear), it's really hard for me to just let things lie and wait for you to talk to me. I've told myself multiple times that I'm just going to leave it and let you do all the work but as you can tell, it isn't working very well. In fact, I almost sent this to you as an instant message, but decided to put it here instead. Partially because I'm gettting this sinking feeling that I'm coming off as a possessive girlfriend. Which I'm not, possessive or your girlfriend, so it worries me a little that I'm sounding like one. Am I sounding like one? Also, there tends to be a bunch of people in your room when you're actually in it, and I didn't really think it was necessary for them to know any of this. I certainly hope they don't know any of this.
:sigh: Ashley was right.
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I am very irritated and very cranky. And no. It is not my time of the month, so shove it. The person I'm mad at will know who they are. The only problem is that he doesn't even know I'm mad at him. Which is part of the reason I'm mad. It's not one of those obscure things were "if you don't know why I'm mad at you, then I'm not going to tell you." No, it's just that I'm mad at him because he doesn't bother to let people know when plans change, nor does he return phone calls. Hence, if he bothered to call, then he would know I'm mad at him and we could clear it all up. I'll get over it once I actually talk to him. But since he doesn't call, I can't get over it. So things are just going to get worse.
Worse! You hear that? Things will only get worse.
See, even talking about it to anyone but him only reminds of how angry I am.
I take it back. You're not on thin ice. You sinking. And sinking FAST!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think you people understand just how much this irritates me. If you make plans to do something with someone, then those plans should have priority over other things. Now I can understand if something comes up that you must attend to. Or if you realize that you forgot to do something that needs done. You are both in situations where you have people that depend on you and with these situations, extenuating circumstances are sure to come up and interfere with things you might rather be doing. I get this. I really do.
BUT HOW FREAKIN' HARD IS IT TO PICK UP A PHONE AND CALL ME TO LET ME KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS VIOLENTLY OBNOXIOUS TO FAIL TO INFORM SOMEONE THAT YOU WILL BE UNABLE TO PROCEED WITH THE FOREPLANNED EVENTS AS WELL AS A SIGN THAT DESPITE WHAT I AM SURE WAS AN EXCEPTIONAL PARENTING JOB YOU HAVE FAILED TO REMEMBER ANY METHODOLOGY WHEN IT COMES TO COMMON SENSE AND POLITE BEHAVIOR.
Do you both (since I'm only speaking to two of you. You should know
I realize it's been a while since I've posted anything. However, I really haven't had anything to say and I didn't see a point to writing when my heart wasn't really in it.
Speaking of which, I'm really only writing this so you don't get worried about me. I'm gonna go now and you'll hear form me when something noteworthy happens. So it might be a while.
Lata.