I suspect that soon I'll start to drown.

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I'm the type of person who supports others.

And I've always thought that to do that, I'd have to be standing on solid ground. So I never worried about getting support for myself.

But I'm starting to get the feeling that I'm standing on ice.

And it's beginning to thaw.

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